Well to begin with the main reson would be the only person i ever loved besides my passion for horro flics, leaft me with out me ever telling her how i felt cause of the person she was with at that time so i am at home abought to call her when i get a call from a friend that he wants a ride to his hinas friends house so i say cool when we get there my friend dante tells me that this girl the one that i like move from the state all the way in arizona and he and the people decide to make fun of the fact that my heart was killed in that split moment what i felt was weird cause i never in my entier life felt some thing so painful even in the time i got hit in the back of the head with an aluminum bat,i felt sad,angry,emotinally unbalaced that at that moment i left the area cause if i did not i would have sent them all to the hospital i did not care if any body got hurt even me but after a wile my budd elen tried to calm me down i told "it will not work you were tha first to make fun of me when have i made fun of you , you were like a littel sister to me i woud have never expected this from you but since you came to talk to me irealy apresheateit its bein a month sence that and istil fell the same i wonder every night if that pain will ever go a way.